Ahh, I think it's natural to have a hard time with stuff like that. I know what it feels like to be scared of not being around someone all the time, too.

But, yeah— you can't force him. So you have to treat yourself as kindly as you want to treat Dextera, for now. Things might not be 100% right now, but let yourself hurt about it before you get back up.

[ He shutters his eyes closed for a fraction of a second, contemplative and searching. ]

I'm sorry you guys got into a fight, but it's normal to do that. Trust me.